That I Would be Good

Thursday, February 27, 2014

that I would be good even if I did nothing
that I would be good even if I got the thumbs down
that I would be good if I got and stayed sick
that I would be good even if I gained ten pounds

that I would be good

that I would be fine even if I went bankrupt
that I would be good if I lost my hair and my youth
that I would be great if I was no longer queen
that I would be grand if I was not all knowing

that I would be loved even when I numb myself
that I would be good even when I am overwhelmed
that I would be loved even when I was fuming
that I would be good even if I was clingy

that I would be good even if I lost sanity
that I would be good
whether with or without you
by: Alanis Morissette
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That I would be good is just a simple phrase. Yang notabene semua pasti merancang, berangan dalam pikirannya ntah itu terselip diotak bagian mana juga gak ada yang tau.

GOD is GOOD
Semua hal sekecil apapun ingin kulakukan sebaik mungkin pun aku ingin mendapatkan yang terbaik dalam hidupku. Karenanya semua itu relaku barter dengan apapun asalkan yang terbaik itu untukku.
Naif pun sempat terlontar dibibir mungil segelintir orang membuat ku terpaku. Sakit, perih, acuh....iya!

Pernah seketika diombang-ambingkan kepusaran kegalauan tak berdasar, atau buta akan arah yang ingin kutuju. Terdiam kembali bertanya apa sebenarnya mauku?

Hanya nurani yang setia menemani menuntunku mencari si terbaik. Saat kubersimpuh kembali tersadar ke hakekat si pemilik hidupku, bahwa Dia tau yang benar-benar terbaik buatku.

Bersabarlah,
Semua itu ada saatnya dan Dia sudah siap dengan jawabanNya.
Dan kutau janjiNya pasti ditepati.

That I would be good!

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